Sad

Wouldn't you know I found a picture of the man twirling!
Robert Goulet just died, which makes me sad not just for Robert Goulet but for my dad, from whom I'm what you could call estranged. It made me mourn a little bit for my trash-talking, cigarette-swallowing (like a magician), walking-on-his-hands, driving-a-finned-Cadillac dad, who changed when I was a teenager and became (maybe had always been that way, I don't know, what do kids see?) an extremely wealthy and very abusive rageaholic. The connection between Goulet and my dad is that I have a great memory of Dad jumping up at a nightclub show to sing with Robert Goulet and introducing me from the stage. So Robert Goulet always reminded me of Playful Dad. I guess it feels even more like Playful Dad is all the way gone now.

